Y'know, this is sorta cathartic for me, in a way. See, i got started when i was very little. Indeed i was 7 when i lost my virginity. For most this would be a traumatizing event, and for good reason. But for me, it didn't feel traumatizing at all. It was in a safe environment, my boundaries were not overstepped. I was curious about sex, and they indulged me. It just felt like simple fun. What traumatized me wasn't the sex at all, but the fear around it. Naturally, with that and the internet, you grow up really freaky. Being so young, that was unacceptable. And so i had no one to go to. I had to deal with all of these feelings alone. I went through so much turmoil and made many mistakes, because nobody had ever been there to guide me. It had to be hidden. I feel like, if i had anyone at all who could've been there for me, some cousin or uncle or whoever, that I could've been myself around, ask questions to, receive guidance, have some fun with in that way, I would've turned out so much happier and healthier. What would've been wrong with that? No one deserves to have what is an innocent part of themselves be the subject of such turmoil.

we do too much trolling

You do such a good job building up a scenario

Is there a name for those modern anime protags who are aggressively normie and just refuse to accept the girls who have their heads on straight? I see it all the time now, they like, refuse alcohol. It's very weird.