I'll have way more to show for myself this year... (note: every 2 hours and satisfied finished piece of art or animation progress raises the rank) 1/1 - (2:51:27 - animated what I wanted - RANK C ) 1/2 - NOTHING. weird sleeping schedule. 1/3 - (03:01:38 - animated a thing and completed it - RANK C) 1/4 - NOTHING. AGAIN. 1/5 - (02:15:40 - animated... but not as much as I wanted Wanted to go for awhile longer but I was tired. RANK D) 1/6 - (02:35:38 - animated.... a deeeeecent chunk but.... i've gotta draw way more tomorrow - RANK C) 1/7 - NOTHING. I wanna finish this animation tomorrow... 1/8 - got depressed - RANK E. 1/9 - (02:11:03 - meh. ok. Rank C.) 1/10 - (02:41:07 - RANK C) 1/11- (00:58:22 - fuuuuu RANK E) 1/12 - (00:43:40 - i fucking suck) 1/13 - RANK E 1/14 - 02:46:36 - RANK D - not satisfied. wanted to do more. 1/15 - 02:04:24 - NOT SATISFIED. RANK D  1/16 - RANK C  - 02:40:48 - sssssatisfied... yeah. i finished the logo and the finishing touches on the animation. Just gotta wait for some cool music. 1/17 - RANK  E - 01:48:05 - sure, this can be a break day... but I'm actually gonna have to get serious about art, otherwise I won't be able to draw anymore... 1/18 - RANK E - 00:30:50 - not doing good.... need to focus more. 1/19 - RANK B - 04:00:05 - finished a request and drew a bunch of other things. four hours. good. 1/20 - RANK E - ~00:40:00 - I cannot draw without taking care of myself. 1/21 - rank e - nothing 1/22 - RANK S - 08:20:54 - animated and finished a thing. 1/23 - RANK E - 01:12:47 - i am one drowsy d00d... 1/24 - RANK D - 02:49:56 - tried finishing a thing but didn't!!!!! 1/25 - RANK D - 00:39:41 - finished a comic 1/26 - RANK D - 02:03:30 - took a nap mid-day. gonna keep drawing past midnight. 1/27 - RANK A - 06:26:17 - worked on a comic. got stuck on the third panel's pose for too long grrrrr 1/28 - RANK D - 02:34:36 - umm... dragged my feet too much. Gotta stop doing that. 1/29 - RANK C - 03:01:00 - Finished a comic, started another one. Gotta draw more than this, I got distracted... 1/30 1/31 2/1 - RANK B - 04:36:14 - finished a comic. 2/2 - RANK E - 01:21:05 - gweh 2/3 - RANK E - 01:51:20  2/4 - RANK D - 02:23:27 - Off sleeping schedule 2/5 - RANK E - 01:31:09 - gotta dedicate more time to drawing 2/6 - ??? 2/7 - RAND D - 02:35:04 - I gotta get back to drawing a single thing every day again. Will exercise everyday too. 2/8 - RANK D - ~02:00:00 - released the vb promo 2/9 - RANK C - ~02:00:00 - finished a thumbnail 2/10 - RANK C - ~02:00:00 - finished a commission  2/11 - RANK D - ~02:00:00 - didn't finish anything 2/12 - RANK D - 02:51:40 - my neck really hurts... 2/13 - rank E - 01:25:36 - neck really REALLY hurts... 2/15 - RANK C - 04:06:51 - comic draws 2/16 - RANK D - 00:54:14 - one dray. exercised but skipped cardio... 2/17 - RANK D - 02:44:34 - gweh. 2/18 2/19 - RANK D - 03:06:01 - still working on that comic 2/20 2/21 - RANK C - 04:49:24 - still drawing that comic 2/22 - RANK B  - 05:18:31- finished that comic 2/23  2/24 - RANK D - 02:00:55 - sketched a comic layout... commission. gotta draw more when i wake up. way more. 2/25 2/26  2/27 2/28 - i didn't draw much these past few days at all. i have to stop. 3/1 - RANK D - 02:56:28 - grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 3/2 - RANK D - 03:03:59 3/3 - RANK E - 00:42:27 - THIS SUCKS. 3/4 - RANK D - 02:08:11- still failing. not happy. 3/5 - RANK C - 02:57:07 - comic commission finished. 3/6 - RANK D - 01:13:38 - finished a commission. 3/7 - RANK E - lil sis told me to frikkin... take it easy cuz my hand was in severe pain 3/8 - got a cast 3/9 - RANK D - 02:42:06 3/10 - RANK C - 02:18:35 - finished another commission. I want to do gestures and studies everyday from now on. 3/11 - RANK E - I gotta work on imagining my drawings in a 3D  space. had a tiny bit of an artist identity crisis. must learn perspective 3/12 - RANK E 3/13 - RANK C - 04:02:35 - drew in 3D... or rather, visualized a 3D space while drawing. Art just got a WHOLE lot cooler. 3/14 - RANK E - 00:48:13 - even if it kills me I've got to draw more. it feels so fulfilling to do. 3/15 - RANK E - 00:37:54 - I have to draw something everyday... 3/16 - RANK E - 01:25:53 - I actually hate this. 3/17 - RANK D - 02:01:05 - hate myself. 3/18 - RANK D - 02:03:58 - hate 3/19 - RANK D - 03:19:47 - do not like myself right now... 3/20 - RANK D - 02:47:36 - mannn..... 3/21 - RANK D - 01:55:43 - finished a commission.... must keep it up. i have to finish another commission tomorrow. 3/22 - RANK D - 02:44:26 - did a bunch of gestures today. Gotta do these every single day. 3/23 - RANK D - 02:56:08 - D is not passing... 3/24 - RANK D - 02:19:56 - HATE. 3/25 - RANK B - 04:24:54 - finished a commission. I have to do the same for the 26th. or else. 3/26 - RANK E - 01:11:15 3/27 - RANK E - 01:56:47 - I CAN'T GET INTO A SLUMP... I WILL GET A PASSING GRADE TOMORROW 3/28 - RANK D -02:03:27 - :( 3/29 - RANK E - 01:02:06 - weird mental hurdle.. 3/30 - RANK D - 02:38:45 - not atisfied but i shouldn't beat myself p. got sick... 4/5 - RANK E - 01:58:09 - I was bedridden for awhile there... I'm ok now though. Hey, I gotta take this seriously. 4/6 - rank e - 01:50:55 4/7 - rank e - 01:25:43 4/8 - rank e - 01:04:10 4/9 - rank d - 02:04:43  4/10 - RANK D - 02:55:10 4/11 - RANK C - 03:46:14 - finished a commission  4/12 - RANK C - 03:31:24 - finished a comic. exercised my drawing muscles 4/13 - RANK E - 01:20:58 - getting past some mental hurdles 4/14 - RANK E - 00:36:25 - yknow.... At this rate I'm not gonna make it. There's no sugar coating it, I have to aim for eight hours a day... I have to take this more seriously or I'll never be satisfied. 4/15 - rank e - 01:47:30 - incredibly sick... 4/16 - RANK D - 03:14:24 - got better. nearly done with this commission but i can't... quite draw for eight hours a day just yet. I have to work towards it. So today I did three hours. Tomorrow I'll do at LEAST four hours. that's my goal. 4/17 - RANK C - 03:25:56 - finished that commission. Gotta  finish another tomorrow. I hate that I didn't draw for four hours today but at least  I didn't dip down to two hours or something.  Ive gottaget past these mental barriers cuz otherwise I'm just wasting a ton of time.  4/18 - RANK C - 03:59:00 - made a comic. Didn't feel hard drawing it. Thought alot about the dialogue... Got really tired at the end. Really wanna finish a commission tomorrow. 4/19 - RANK E - 00:44:00 - I fucked up. I fucked up.... I fucked up. 4/20 - RANK E - 01:05:39 - I really fucked up. I REALLY fucked up... happy 420 4/21 - rank e - 01:42:49 - got distracted. Will do better. 4/22 - RANK E - 01:37:32 -  4/23 - RANK E - 01:31:28 4/24 - RANK C - 04:01:01 - FINALLY. Let's keep focusing... 4/25 - RANK D - 03:07:29 - wasted too much time today. When I wake up I can't afford to rest... 4/26 - RANK C+ - 04:00:01 - need to draw earlier 4/27 - RANK D - 02:00:00 - wasted too much. should have started sooner, focused sooner. 4/28 - RANK D - 03:01:11 - could've drawn more. almost done with this commission. seriously. will finish putting on the last touches on this. I'll keep practicing. 4/29 - RANK C - 02:39:47 - I finished that commission... but then i didn't draw for the rest of the day. I don't know what happened. 4/30 - RANK E - 01:30:30 - not happy 5/1 - RANK D - 03:09:14 - streamed myself drawing after a long time of not doing that 5/2 - RANK E - 00:11:33: - i was sleepy 5/3 - RANK B - 04:01:32 - finished a commission. 5/4 - RANK E - 00:40:00 - gweh 5/5 - RANK B - 04:40:38 - animated an emote commission, worked on a comic. 5/6 - RANK E - 00:20:56 - didn't draw.. ffffffucgkg 5/7 - RANK E - 01:04: 50 - hmmmm....Not cool. 5/8 - RANK C - 04:24:02 - I FUCKING LOVE DRAWING 5/9 - RANK C - 04:06:52 - i try harder. 5/10 - RANK C - 04:27:53 - drew... wanted eight hours but i slept a big sleep 5/11 - RANK C - 04:03:04 - yup. slept in the middle of the day though. could've gotten more done iunno 5/12 - RANK C - 04:11:23 - still working on that comic. got some good advice from a friend to make the drawing process go faster. 5/13 - RANK C - 03:30 05 - finished that comic. cool. let's get to a commission. finish that, thennnnnnnn draw a thing I wanna see, finish another, draw something I want, finish another... etc. Should be good. 5/14 - RANK D - 02:05:28 - I played too much fortnite 5/15 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - didn't draw today. That's ok I'll make up for it tomorrow. Eight hours here we come! 5/16 - RANK C - 04:50:25 - I stream-drew... I was too timid after a nap to do more stream-drawing... I have to be more confident and outgoing. 5/17 - RANK C - 02:22:54 - I was suuuuuuuper timid today... BUT. I finished that commission!  5/18 - RANK E - 01:35:53 - uweh 5/19 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - I'll exercise more. I think that's my biggest problem, not being physical. 5/20 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - slept alot. 5/21 - RANK C - 04:01:47 - weird sleepy schedule. slept too long. will exercise everyday to make drawing easier. 5/22 - RANK B - 04:11:15 - made a comic... I'm not satisfied at alllllll.... I have to take it all so much more seriously or else things aren't going to be OK. 5/23 - RANK E - 00:15:52 - exercised... took all day to do... 5/24 - RANK E - 01:09:02 - exercised and tired... 5/25 - RANK D - 03:13:27 - didn't exercise cuz my body was too sore. i'll keep working ou too 30 minutes or under. Will aim for two RANK As in a row. 5/26 - RANK C - 05:04:01 - i messed up.... i really really really wanna do an A rank tomorrow... I gotta do it fast too... asap... 5/27 - RANK D - 03:05:02 - stayed up too long yesterday. messed with me today. 5/28 - RANK D - ~02:30:00 - got tired... kept dozing off.. had to sleep... 5/29 - RANK A - 06:01:29 - I started early and finished a commission today.. I am definitely not making the most of my timmmme, I've gotta stop dragging my feet. 5/30 - RANK D - 02:02:04 - got toooo distracted by various things. Maybe I'll try not streaming tomorrow... 5/31 - RANK D -02:11:54 - tried not streaming. didn't work out to good. 6/1 - RANK C - 04;20:51 - It looks like I only utilized HALF of the time I dedicated to drawing. So I streamed for eight hours but kept getting distracted by something else about half of the time... I should focus more... Focus on utilizing my time more. Make the most of the time I have. I'd like to get to an A rank tomorrow. B at least. i want to keep my ranking system. I'll draw for 6 hours. I'll try hard. 6/2 - RANK C - 04:02:02 - I only dedicated six hours to drawing... 6/3 - RANK E - 00:46:57 - I didn't draw today... I'll make up for it tomorrow. 6/4 - RANK B+ - 05:45:46 - dedicated a full eight hours to drawing. I didn't take advantage of all of it but I did my best. ALSO at the end I painted, like, insanely quickly... and I realized that I'm ok at painting but NEED to understand line drawing,,, I have to dedicate time to practice and study line drawing... Otherwise I'm just going to keep struggling. Also did another painting for my sister as an art trade...  6/5 - RANK E- - 00:00:00 - Didn't draw. Played fortnite for hours and messed up my sleeping schedule. then I got in a bad mood and slept at a time that fixed my sleeping schedule. Tomorrow will be just as good as yesterday. 6/6 - RANK C - 03:53:39 - I was in a really crummy mood and didn't dedicate a full eight hours... but i guess i did put out a finished drawing.... I'm better now though. 6/7 - RANK D - 03:03:05 - started too late and got tired and dumb 6/8 - RANK D - 02:19:49 - didn't go for the full eight hours again. I've been neglecting exercise 6/9 - RANK E- - 00:00:00 - it's almost midnight, my sleepy schedule's messed up. i'll exercise, then shower, then start  6/10 - RANK E- - 00:00:00 - I didn't draw? I guess not... 6/11 - RANK B - 04:17:16 - Finished a commission. I'm only using about half of my dedicate draw hours to draw but I'll get more in... should try some things to keep my hand moving... 6/12 - RANK C - 04:11:16 - drew. nervous... only used up half of my draw time again. Maybe I should take scheduled breaks 6/13 - RANK D - 03:13:57 -  6/14 - RANK E- - 00:00:00 - dumb. I wanna do so much, I've gotta take things more seriously... How many times have I said that now? No lounging about... gotta hurry... 6/15 - RANK E - 01:49:58 - I could blame my crummy sleeping schedule... Lame. I want to get into learning unity... If I want to do that in ADDITTION to being a master artist then I've gotta step up my game. Note: I've gotta start carting less about getting everything perfect in a drawing, 'cuz I'm not gonna in the first place. 6/16 - RANK C - 04:17:02 - keep trying... 6/17 - RANK E - ??:??:?? - I didn't log this day. whoops. I think it was either a D or an E.... 6/18 - RANK B - 04:45:55 - Finished a commission that was long overdue, might have LOST money though, we'll see... 6/19 - RANK E- - 00:00:00 - I really should just end my drawing times at midnight. 6/20 - RANK E - 01:35:03 - ughhhhh. I'm being dumb and daydreaming alot.  i also got really fucking pissed... but everything got fixed and is fine now. 6/21 - RANK E- 00:07:50 - I don't like getting E ranks... I was running on no sleep... i shouldn't do that.... I have to take advantage of each day. 6/22 - RANK D - 03:40:49 - >_< 6/23 - RANK E- - 00:00:00 - sleep is vital. I have to make sure I go to bed on time or else. 6/24 - RANK A - 06:00:44 - SIX HOURS OF DRAW AND A FINISHED COMMISSION. i have to take the 50/50 rule into account. 6/25 - RANK C - 04:00:10 - =_= was tired but i rather would have drawn than not 6/26 - RANK E - 6/27 - RANK D - 02:48:40 - Friends worked against me today. Have to say NO to video games at all until I'm done drawing for the day. Hate not getting enough done. 6/28 - RANK D - 03:49:34 - I've been sleeping aLOT. I'm concerned... It's been sooooo hot these last few days too.... 6/29 - RANK E - 00:29:05 - :[ 6/30 - RANK E - 01:23:54 - uwehhhh 7/1 - RANK E - 01:12:01 - I will now record whether I exercised physically and artistically or not everyday. 7/2 - RANK E- - 00:00:00 - ran... 7/3 - RANK E - 00:33:19 - ran.... 7/4 - RANK E - 01:22:46 - didn't run but did some push ups... 7/5 - RANK E - 01:29:54 - RAN AND DID SOME PUSH UPS, WAS KINDA' BUMMED. 7/6 - RANK D - 02:32:42 - Miserable today... But I have to get stronger. I did a ton of gesture drawing today, it's basically a stress test for artists... Also I ran and did some push ups. Things WILL get easier and I'll work up to being able to draw better. Can I aim for at least four hours tomorrow? Then six the day after? 7/7 - RANK D - ~03:00:00 7/8 - RANK D - ~02:00:00 7/9 - RANK E - ~01:00:00  7/10 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - Letting myself down...Stuff happened that got to me. I'll make something to post to visuabusters everyday starting tomorrow.... 7/11 - RANK C - 03:28:45 - drew.... 7/12 - RANK E - 00:32:22 -  7/13 - rank e - 00:00:00 - not happy...= 7/14 - RANK D - 02:01:34 - draw 7/15 - RANK E - 00:48:45 - i wanna draw. 7/16 - RANK C - 02:29:34 - finished a commission. 7/17 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - I didn't even DRAW. 7/18 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - I guess I didn't even draw? Kinda' sucks of me. But that's ok, well no it's not, but I have figured out some of my problems 7/19 - RANK D - 02:04:38 - Silence is golden.  7/20 - RANK E- - 00:05:36 - I messed up. I played too many video games. 7/21 - RANK E - 01:12:04 - bad sleepy schedule... tired... 7/22 - RANK E- - 00:00:00 - bad. 7/23 - RANK D - 01:20:00 - well.... my sister got me to draw some stuff for her and wanted me to raise my grade for getting them done even tho they were sketchy.... cuz they were sketches 7/24 - RANK E - 00:19:22 - want to die 7/25 - RANK E - 01:33:39 - mm... 7/26 - RANK E - WAIT.... i guess i didn't draw this day? 7/27 - RANK C - 02:02:57 - drew a thing 7/28 - RANK E - 00:09:57 - slept today. i'm going to try better tomorrow. 7/29 - RANK E - 01:45:22 - tried and failed alot today. 7/30 - RANK E - 00:48:56 - grrrr 7/31 - RANK E - 01:18:10 8/1 - RANK E - 01:04:17  8/2 - RANK E - 01:25:38 - I'll try harder... 8/3 - RANK C - 03:13:32 - drew a thing. 8/4 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - slept and was irresponsible. 8/5 - RANK C - 02:03:15 - drew something. gotta be more... responsible.  8/6 - RANK E - 00:16:07 - failure. 8/7 - RANK E - 00:00:00 8/8 - RANK E- 01:02:50 8/9 - RANK C - 02:18:24 - drew a comic 8/10 - RANK E - I got addicted to league of legends and now hate it. 8/11 - RANK E - 00:28:35 8/12 - RANK D - 02:34:53 8/13 - RANK E - 00:48:46 - I got sad over dumb things! I exercises though... I'll do better when I wake up. 8/14 - RANK E - 00:34:49 - I didn't do better. I did worse. 8/15 - RANK E - 01:00:20 - exercises and wasted alot of time before drawing. I'll work on it. 8/16 - RANK E - FAILED... 8/17 - RANK E - 00:33:19 - I gotta get motivated and excited again... I'm kind of barren at the moment. 8/18 - RANK E - 00:52:13 - drew for fun in gartic phone. 8/19 - RANK E - 01:01:38 - drew a tiny bit... stayed up too late.... played too many games. 8/20 - RANK E - 01:11:35 - drew for a tiny bit again. i screwed around too  much again...  I've got a promise to keep now. I'd better start finishing a drawing everyday. 8/21 - RANK C - 02:01:22 - It's a start. I'm introducing a new chocolate eating system too. I'll get ONE piece of chocolate for every hour I draw. And I'll keep the chocolate on my desk... And I'll look over, and I'll think... "Man, I REALLY want some chocolate..." and get to drawing. I'll use every trick in the book to get better. Let's try and finish a commission tomorrow? 8/22 - RANK C - 02:24:56 - drew again. sick from by booster shot but i drew anyway. 8/23 - RANK C - 02:00:26 - drew SUPER late.... but I drew.... gotta make it the first thing I do... can't wait. 8/24 - RANK C - 02:00:49 - drew super late again. really gotta draw first thing when i wake up... REALLY GOTTA... 8/25 - RANK C - 02:00:36 - super late again. I think maybe I'll just stay up? 8/26 - RANK C - 03:26:11 - drew the latest so far. 8/27 - RANK C - 02:05:37 - drew a little earlier this time. 8/28 - RANK C - 02:04:07 - uninstalled league of legends 8/29 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - my horrible sleeping schedule caught up with me. feel sad too... 8/30 - RANK S - 06:22:21 - Drew two things today. Drew for six hours too.  8/31 - RANK E - wait...how much did I draw? Under an hour I think. I didn't record it. I suck.... 9/1 - RANK C - 03:06:51 - drew.... commission.  9/2 - RANK B - 04:44:12 - finished a draw.  9/3 - RANK C - 02:00:09 - drew a thing. 9/4 - RANK D - 02:02:21 - tried to finish a drawing under two hours but FAILED. 9/5 - RANK D - 02:08:29 - still didn't finish a draw........................................ ughhhhhhhhhhh 9/6 - RANK D - 01:20:25 - I HAVE TO WORK HARDER IF I WANNA KEEP MY PROMISE... finished a draw 9/7 - RANK C - 02:54:05 - drew.... 9/8 - RANK C - 03:10:32 - drew super late.... Have to start earlier and keep focused. 9/9 - RANK E - 00:45:47 - I couldn't... I didn't sleep enough and then that messed me up for the rest of the day... No, not  the best excuse... I've gotta concentration on my focus skill... Maybe I can draw two things tomorrrow. But I'll have to focus. 9/10 - RANK D - 02:43:05 - couldn't finish my commission... i'll definitely do so tomorrow. and put in more hours in general. 9/11 - RANK E - wait... I missed a day.... I don't remember what I put in here.... Did I sleep for a day? 9/12 - RANK E - 01:50:22 - mmmm... 9/13 - RANK C - 02:00:51 - I did an art trade under a time limit and worked on a commish. I should try to enjoy drawing again. 9/14 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - I was siiiiiick 9/15 - still sick 9/16 - RANK E - 00:30:06 - feeling a little bit better.... 9/17 - RANK D - 02:16:41 - Well.... I'm still not done with this commission. It's seriously hard to finish commissions but I'm gonna have to find ways to finish it... I'm re-introducing my reward system... a single pocky stick for every twenty minutes of drawing... It's not much but SOMETHING helps... and I'm gonna listen to music too... Drawing for work is TOUGH... I don't need that stuff for stuff I wanna draw, stuff I FEEL like drawing... But I've gotta buckle down for stuff I don't really care for. 9/18 - RANK E -00:31:11 - grrrr.. 9/19 - RANK D - 02:00:58 - work on a commission. should've dedicated more time to drawing. 9/20 - RANK C - 02:00:12 - finished a commission.  9/21 - RANK D - 02:04:09 - Hmmmmmmmmm...................... I know how I can get myself to draw more. I have to go through the motions. 9/22 - RANK D - 02:00:53 9/23 - RANK E - 01:31:58 - not happy with myself at all. 9/24 - RANK D - 02:00:28 - ok. Listen here. I can do better. I'm gonna aim for 4 hours... I'm gonna stay hydrated, I'm gonna exercise, shower... Everything. I'll do my best. Andross won't have his way with me. I will do all kinds of things to make sure I'm doing what I want to do.  9/25 - RANK D - 02:42:30 - slept aLOT.... do better... 9/26 - RANK C - 04:00:23 - OK. I'm seriously only taking advantage of half of the time I reserve... I've gotta focus more... 9/27 -  RANK D - 03:01:19 - ok.... worse today. I was sooooo sleepy... Let's try again, ok? 9/28 - RANK E - 00:37:57 - I'm just gonna cut the time off at midnight from now on... 9/29 - RANK C - 02:27:12 - finish a commission. good. there's a few more on my plate... Let's pick up the pace! 9/30 - RANK E - 01:29:32 - Exercised and drew gestures.. But I only slept for four hours. I messed up...I'll jut go to bed for tonight... and try again.. when i wake up. 10/1 - RANK B - 04:48:54 - Exercised, drew usagi, and drank a can of coke-coffee. I'll exercise tomorrow morning too. I felt good and capable today, I hope it was the exercise contributing to that and not the coke-coffee. 10/2 - RANK E - 00:46:21 - Exercised and did 40 minutes of gestures. felt like I could have drawn for four hours but I only slept for six hours and my body was in so much pain today. I slept at around six or seven o clock... also i've got the sniffles. maybe I shouldn't exercise tomorrow? we'll see.. working out is definitely helping though.  10/3 - RANK D - 01:00:11 - I was so sick and my body was aching all over... OW... I brought this upon myself... The only reason I drew today was 'cuz my sister wanted me to draw something for her.  And I did! So good job me... No exercise or gesture drawing today. Had to rest. 10/4 - RANK E - 01:51:08 - Still hurting all over. Still sick. Feeling better though. 10/5 - RANK D - 02:47:08 - drew... I will not count what I drew as finished. almost all better. Will exercise tomorrow. 10/6 - RANK D - 02:38:04 - I exercised (took too long), JUST talked to friends on VC for too long, and also hung out with my mom... I should've drawn more. I'm staying up past midnight so I'll draw more right now. I'm on a timer. Try forrrrrrrr three hours before bed. It feels like it's getting easier to draw at least. 10/7 - RANK D - 03:03:07 - I should've drawn moooooooore >< 10/8 - RANK C - 03:06:27 - no exercise. sniffly. I got this time in early in the day, but I slacked off a bunch afterwards... I can't see any time of the day as nothing, I have to take advantage of the whole day. finished a commission. 10/9 - RANK D - 03:56:50 - stuck on a draw I can't figure out... almost made it to four hours but didn't quite reach it. I'll be honest with my time though, so when I do make it to four hours consistently it'll be a big deal. 10/10 - RANK C- 04:21:08 - Worked on a commission all day. trying to get it down properly. I could've probably finished this and  drawn for 6 hours had I not gotten into a voice chat... It's SO distracting, dude... didn't exercise today. Not sniffly anymore. Might just clean tomorrow instead of exercising...  10/11 - RANK E - 00:18:11 - cleaning day today... 10/12 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - sick from cleaning day, too much dust... 10/13 - RANK E - so sick.... 10/14 - RANK C - drew! didn't exercise. still sick... I will tomorrow? Might be hard to, on account of various circumstances... I really wanna though... It feels so nice to work out, it's not even an issue of me not wanting to. 10/15 - RANK E - 00:19:41 - circumstances... prevented drawing. sucks. 10/16 - RANK E - 01:24:00 - I think... I'll exercise tomorrow. I've gotta finish a drawing everyday. I have to train myself. 10/17 - RANK E - 00:34:10 - Iunno man... I was nervous all day... I exercised but... I'll try again  tomorrow. Another thing I have to work on is my confidence... How do I get more confident? I think if I'm more confident, then that would help with everything... 10/18 - RANK D - 01:12:35 - I got distracted too much. It was hard for me to draw today. I finished a commission though.  And rested my body... Maybe I'll exercise tomorrow. I like it when my friends check up on if I'm drawing or not... 10/19 - RANK E - 00:20:13 - I kept getting sent out on errands...... but I also slacked alot of the day away... At least I exercised... 10/20 - RANK C - 03:28:48 - no exercise, drew a thing for my best friend, worked on my confidence.... 10/21 - rank e - sad... 10/22 - RANK E - 01:50:03 - less sad but still sad... 10/23 - RANK E - 01:03:03 - Hmmm... I'll do better tomorrow. Exercised. 10/24 - RANK E - I didn't do anything besides play persona 5 and jerk off! I should draw though. I'll start right after I finish typing this in. My sleeping schedule's messed up, see? I can get in 4 hours before bed if I concentrate. 10/25 - RANK E - Maybe it's 'cuz I've been sick or something... 10/26 - RANK E - 01:48:40 - GESTURES AND WORKED ON A COMMISSION. Didn't take advantage of enough time to draw though. Still a weird sleeping schedule... 10/27 - RANK D - 01:19:08 - finished a draw. I gotta draw more though. 10/28 - RANK E - Sorry me... I'll make things right, ok?  10/29 - RANK D - 02:09:29 - drew more! 10/30 - RANK  D - 02:21: 03 - drewwwwwwwwwwwww..... 10/31 - RANK D - 00:37:55 - I guess I did finish a draw. Tomorrow I'll start a daily draw thing again. Try to draw everyday again. It is currently 8 AM... again. I will stay up ALL day. 11/1 - RANK C - 02:19:40 = ok i drew cherino. 11/2 - RANK D - 02:24:22 - screwed up. i'll make two comics tomorrow. 11/3 - RANK D - 00:57-:59 - drew a comic. my sleeping schedule's fixed at least 11/4 - RANK A - 04:25:25 - yup, all caught up. Movin' on. I'll finish a commission tomorrow. 11/5 - RANK E - didn't draw... only played persona 5 royal... IT'S SO GOOD THOUGH... 11/6 - RANK E - 01:00:18 - drew a little... mostly played persona 5 royal. IT'S SO GOOOOOOOOD. I gotta be more responsible with my time. 11/7 - RANK C - 02:16:43 - drew something for my lil sis 11/8 - RANK E - 00:23:16 - played aLOT of persona 5... I gotta draw.... I'll do my best. 11/9  - RANK D - 03:06:48 - drew but..... 11/10 - RANK D - 02:09:28 - drew but didn't finish anything... 11/11 - RANK E - 00:59:17  11/12 - RANK C - 03:28:32 - animated a thing 11/13 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - didn't draw at all... but i exercised 11/14 11/15 11/16 - RANK C - 02:01:38 - finished a commission, exercised 11/17 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - played alot of persona 5 and exercised. I wanna play more SMT games... and exercise. I should be sure to draw too... 11/18 - RANK D+ - 01:01:01 - drew a strawberry bubble bath 11/19 - RANK E - 00:22:00 11/20 - RANK D - 01:42:15 - drew da nice gang 11/21 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - slept all day. HEY! I wanna draw more. I don't like not drawing. 11/22 - RANK E - 00:00:00 - as well 11/23 - RANK C - 02:21:34 - drew with friends 11/24 - RANK E - 00:23:08 - I didn't draw enough today. I got distracted. I'll try again. Dedicate a chunk of the day to drawing. 11/25 - RANK C - 05:21:03 - drew but didn't finish a draw. 11/26 - RANK C - 03:01:06 - finished making a pervy comic 11/27 - RANK D - 03:17:41 - drew but didn't finish 11/28 - RANK D - 03:11:54 - worked on a comic and a commission. Can't finish this comic by myself though. Waiting for Shrums to finish designing the last character for it. 11/29 - RANK E - 00:11:11 - didn't draw. slept alot. all day p much 11/30 - RANK C - 02:09:29 - drew a thing for my sister but couldn't finish the commission..  12/1 - RANK C - 03:50:47 - finished drawing a comic with shrums. 12/2 - RANK E  12/3 12/4 - RANK E - 00:34:49 - I'll try to draw for at least four hours everyday... 12/5 - RANK C - 03:32:06 - drew a thing 12/6 - RANK E - 01:40:47 - I couldn't finish a drawing I got pulled in too many directions today and I HATE that. 12/7 - RANK D - 02:05:00 - I didn't get enough sleep and napped for a good chunk of time x_X 12/8 - RANK D - 02:43:38 - didn't sleep when I should have. 12/9 - RANK D - 03:44:19 - couldn't make it to the four hour mark. got sad and stuff. 12/10 - RANK C - 04:00:47 - well..... I drew. I'm really close to finishing this comic... 12/11 - RANK D - 02:13:56 - drew but not enough... dragged my feet too much. let's discipline myself so that I can stop doing that. 12/12 - RANK C - 02:23:23 - comic's done 12/13 - rank e - 00:25:06 - not doing vry good 12/14 - rank e - 01:31:13 feeling hollow 12/15 - rank e - 00:42:08 - sadness 12/16 - rank e - feeling crummy 12/17 - rank d - 00:44:10 - drew one thing. working on the backgrounds for this commission... I have alot to draw, no slacking off... 12/18 - rank c - 03:39:53 12/19 - rank d - 01:48:15 12/27 - rank e - 00:28:44 - Will be restructuring this for next year. Have to focus on finishing stuff rather than the time it takes to finish them 12/28 - E - 00:19:16 - Got a new system written up. I'll start using it tomorrow for everything I do I'll award myself some grade points. 1 GP = D 2 GP = C 3 GP = B 4 GP = A 5 GP = S 6 GP = VB doodles = 0.25 GP Drawing exercises (can only count once) = 0.5 GP First finished draw of the day = 2GP subsequent finished drawings = 1GP Finished drawing I'm proud of = +1GP 12/29 - 00:26:12 - F 12/30 - poor birthday...